Archive - ★ I WILL DO WHATEVER I WANT ★

notes from may: I'M IN ECSTASY

I find writing hard when life starts to pick up.

May 31 •

Mackenzie Thomas

April 2025

notes from april: JERK-OFF SLIDESHOW

It’s been a slow choke. April feels like the last day of school.

Apr 29 •

Mackenzie Thomas

March 2025

notes from march: very public, very sacred space

We’ve been doing this for a year now.

Mar 31 •

Mackenzie Thomas

February 2025

notes from february: everything dies

I only have one rule about sharing on the internet- things in development are strictly off-limits.

Feb 28 •

Mackenzie Thomas

notes from january: I'M HANDLING IT!!

I’m starting to think all my uncomfortablity might be paying off.

Feb 1 •

Mackenzie Thomas

January 2025

With the internet, I could be anyone I wanted and stretch into whatever shape I desired holding, led by my own command.

Jan 19 •

Mackenzie Thomas

notes from december: jumping up and down because I'm happy

I’m fine with December, wish I remembered it more. I had Christmas. I turned a year older. I sat on a couch in a way I thought was liberating and…

Jan 1 •

Mackenzie Thomas

December 2024

notes from november: my pregnancy test results REVEALED

Dec 5, 2024 •

Mackenzie Thomas

November 2024

notes from october: my residency at buttfart studios

I feel like I spent this month just waiting for it to be over.

Nov 1, 2024 •

Mackenzie Thomas

October 2024

notes from september: my suffering followed me to japan

I’ve been looking forward to a break since the weather got warmer, well, actually since my health took a nose dive this spring.

Oct 1, 2024 •

Mackenzie Thomas

August 2024

notes from august: I'M THE BIGGEST VICTIM IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aug 31, 2024 •

Mackenzie Thomas

July 2024

notes from july: it's not drug tracking if I'm the person that needs the drugs

July is my favorite month of the year.

Jul 31, 2024 •

Mackenzie Thomas

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